What to do? What to do?

I had my saline sono this past Monday and everything looks good! And they did my bloodwork as well at the same time. Everything came back well except my thyroid levels, which were up to 3.8. I am already on 112mcg of synthroid so they have increased my dosage to 125mcg starting tomorrow. In the email to me today, they sent me a lab slip and asked me retest in 4-6 weeks. I assumed this meant there would be a delay in getting a match until I get my thyroid straightened out. To my complete & utter surprise, there is a potential profile in my inbox right now, sent to me tonight. OMG!!! I am in shock! I am tired tonight so I decided I would wait until I am rested tomorrow to review the profile with my DH. I, however, took a sneak peak at the potential calendar, which was not a good idea for someone who should be going to bed! The calendar shows that it would have me out in California when my parents are scheduled to come visit us (about 6 weeks from now.) I truly never expected things to happen this fast! They have absolutely no idea we are still TTC at all and they would freak out if they knew as they think I am too old (just turned 41). I had written in past posts about how the were not happy when we got pg last year & had all the issues we did. I normally wouldn't care but we have finally gotten our relationship built back up after it fell apart when they treated me terrible last year during my pg & after our loss. I am now scared to read the profile. What am I going to do if we really like the profile???? I have never been very good about making excuses to cancel things and I know my parents would be really mad as they have not seen my little guy since mid-July. One thing on my mind is to just tell them how crazy work is and that maybe we should come out there for Thanksgiving instead - although I hate to have to visit them when either doing PIO or finding out if our cycle is a BFP or BFN. And I was saving Thanksgiving weekend as a potential potty training weekend too, if it doesnt happen before-then. What to do? What to do? First step before I worry is to read the profile forgetting about my parents to see if we like it and go from there! The one question I do have is if it is OK to cycle while trying to get my thyroid straightened out again? I will ask the clinic on Monday if we decide to accept the match. Our psych consult is this Wednesday as well. We are having it through Skype with a therapist in California. Should be interesting!! Off to bed if I can sleep!!