AF Come Now!!

As usual once we have made a decision, AF has decided to be evasive and not show. Ugh!! I am so tired of waiting! Once I make a decision, I just want to move forward. There is going to be enough waiting once the saline u/s and psych consult are complete so I really did not want to wait now. All I can think about these days is getting started. It is looking more and more like we will not be matched & have our transfer until early next year. Thinking AF Come Now thoughts!! Wish there was a natural way to bring on AF - if she doesnt show this week, I am going to ask to start provera. This makes me nervous as last time I used provera, I had 3 weeks of spotting until she finally made her appearance. Sometimes provera makes me ovulate on my own so it takes even longer. I guess I should brace myself for more waiting no matter how much I do not want to!! OK, enough venting & whining from me!!