Less than 4 days to go!

It has been two weeks since my last beta and I have a little less than 4 days to go until our first u/s.  This wait has definitely been harder.  The wait has been a longer than I have ever had and the nausea set in earlier (and has been on and off like the kitchen sink, driving me crazy & insane.)  I am finding myself more nervous as the time gets closer.  Thankfully I am taking tomorrow and Monday off.  Tomorrow is a me-day where I am going to come back home & sleep after dropping my little guy off at daycare, do a little shopping & get my hair cut.  And I had originally planned for Monday to be a me & DH day but it looks like he has to go back to work after the u/s.  I wanted to take Monday off just in case the news is not good so I could sulk without having to worry about work. I *hope* and *pray* that we will be celebrating but the IF / loss part of my brain wanted to be extra prepared just in case.

I am a little nervous as I am not crazy about the RE that will be doing my u/s.  My favorite nurse will be there so that will be good.  We are driving an hour to the u/s just so I can have my favorite nurse there.  I could have had it closer to home but then the RE I really really dislike would be doing the u/s and my favorite nurse would not be there so I decided we are driving.   It is a satellite office closer to my work.

Hopefully I will have good news to share in about 3 days, 15 hours (as my appt is at 8am.)