WHY?

Why can't I stop thinking about TTC? Why does everything remind me of TTC? It stinks! Why does time seem to move so slow while on a break? I found out I was on a forced break on Monday and the last 4 days have gone by so slowwwwwwwwww!!! I hope the next several weeks do not drag on like this! I am trying to enjoy this break as much as possible but wish that it would go by faster! I did ask my husband to go out for sushi this weekend and he said he would LOVE to! I am so excited as it has been quite a while since we had sushi. YUMMY! We are going to go Christmas shopping this weekend too and then next weekend, DH is going to a wedding and if I am able to get out of work at a reasonable hour & the roads are not bad, I will try to attend the reception too. And then Christmas is 2 weeks away! Unfortunately, I only have 2 days of vacation left so I will be taking the 2 days before Christmas off to visit the in-laws. I am not really excited for this as I do not have very much in common with them and on top of it, my SIL who is 20 weeks prego with #2 will be there. Ugh! Another reminder that I am not pg. She got pg just a little bit before I had my chem pg in Aug = ( We do not have any plans for New Years as we are home-bodies! We will probably rent movies and try our best to stay up to watch the ball drop in Time Square. I just pray that the next few weeks go by fast! Hopefully it will be January soon and I will be thinking where did the time go?!?!?!?