11dpiui = BFN

Well, I caved and tested. Big Ole BFN! One bright line staring me in the face! I can not say that I am too surprised as I am not feeling it but I hoped maybe I was wrong. I now am trying to prepare myself for what is to come next. Hope AF will show quickly so I can make the STBY call and get going with my questions on moving back to IVF #2. I think 4 IUI/ Inject cycles is enough time spent on IUIs. The meds are expensive and I would rather put the $ towards something with a greater chance. And to top it all off, my 3 year mark is here = ( I guess there is not much I can do but look forward and hope that my day will soon be here! I wish I did not have work to do today - I just want to curl up in a ball and do NOTHING! This stinks!! Infertility stinks! And I need to start exercising again this week -- I gained 3 pounds just this cycle. Did I say Infertility stinks? I am off to work and sulk -- what a great work product I should come up with! LOL!

Added: I think AF is on her way. I am finding myself very irritable. After a 1 1/2 hour nap as I am exhausted, I just snapped at my mom on the phone. She is trying to plan a trip to visit and I told her several week ago that Mar/Apr might not be good because of DH's job. She has asked me a zillion times if that has changed! I have asked my DH but he can not give me answer. As a result, I JUST DO NOT KNOW!!!!! I feel bad as my mom is looking to come visit but is it difficult to plan something not in Mar/Apr. I told her that if she can not come until the fall, I understand. She was pushing me and I just let it all come out! Stupid Hormones!