I had been so calm this past week and now for some reason this evening I am a ball of nerves. I was so busy this week that I did not have time to think about it and now that it is Friday night, I suddenly do. I was so tired earlier tonight that I crashed on the couch watching TV and now I can not sleep. I tried but I just laid there thinking about POAS & What-if scenarios? So I thought I would come write and see if that helped. Although looking at the computer screen is probably not good for someone wanting to go to sleep. How do I keep busy this weekend so I can distract myself and be calm again? I liked feelling calm for once. I guess I just have to take it day by day and keep away from the HPTs as long as possible. I know they are bad but they are already starting to talk to me and telling me to POAS. Tomorrow is 10dpiui and I know it is too early. I know that I am going to go on a Costco Shopping trip tomorrow (Yeah, I love Costco) -- there is a mall near by so maybe I will go shopping and walk around the mall even though it will be filled with parents and kids. I do want to find my DH something small for Valentine's Day. I just need to keep busy, busy, busy! I do have a lot of work to do and will be doing that on Sunday. We may go to a Superbowl Party too. And I have to fit in my taxes and we are still trying to finish up a will. And I need to take my car in for an oil change and car wash. Hopefully all of this will help keep me distracted and reminded of the fact that I should not POAS too early.
OK, I am on my way to try to go to sleep again!! Good Night!
Big sigh of relief! I was afraid I was the only one who heard the HPT's whispering "Come and pee on me, already!". Haha!
ReplyDeleteIt sounds you already have a pretty good schedule planned for the weekend. Enjoy! meanwhile, I am crossing my fingers for you, ok?
It's totally normal to hear the whisperof the peestick ;). Do you think you'll crack by Monday? GL GL GL!!!!
ReplyDeleteugh!! BTDT a thousand times!! You're good, because by 10DPO I'm peeing on everything I can find! GL!!! Everything crossed!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm going to SCREAM REALLY LOUDLY to block out the pee stick. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!
ReplyDeleteGL with it all and have a great weekend. I hope you can stay distracted and back to calm.
I'm glad that you had calm for a least a while this week. Good luck at Costco. I love that place on Saturdays, minus all the people, of course.
ReplyDeleteI was never able to stay away from those darn pee sticks! Hopefully your zen feeling is back today and you're able to stay strong =)
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